I will try again.

Christmas huh?

Be the first time I shop by myself.
Weird...

HELL YEAH.

No damn doctor looking me in the face like I'm dead or something or saying, "OH POOR ORPHAN GIRL" with his eyes. Yes, he's evil glaring eyes. No, after a while, I thought he was good but noooo--

*Kallen has been in the hospital too long*

Mm, I think I'll celebrate getting out of here by buying gummy worms!

Anyone want to come frolic with hospital-free Kallen today?! :D :D 

...
[voice muffled, sounds like she's crying]
--

I'm home...

--
..
B-but no one's there...

[voice breaks off]


[high-pitched, as if trying to cheer herself up]

B-but the pills are here...great, drugs right? X)
 

And the doctors check on me every once in a while.

[Private/Hackable to Friends]

I remember how you spoke to me...

It was strange to see your face not covered in blood--
Last time we spoke I was covered in ashes and bruises.

...Last time we spoke I held your hand and we didn't say anything.

You just smiled at me, and told me to be happy.

And I wondered how I could ever be happy in a world without my onii-sama.

I wanted to tell you that Mom is dying..Wanted to tell you that I can't do this on my own.
Stupid bastard..

Wanted to tell you that I still love you like hell and more than the whole damn world.

...Why can't I?
[End Unhackable]
Maybe seeing him again is my Halloween this year.

[Kallen opens her eyes slowly; surrounded by tubes and the walls are white]

...
...

...

...h-hospital...?

...Well, Allen-san is pretty sick. I'm a bit worried about him.


*frowns*

Oh, and I think I found another job. Though I don't have a lot of friends in this city, It has a comforting feeling..is that strange? -tilts head-


Oh, and thank you so much C.C! I was really glad to meet a girl around my age. Not that I don't mind guys, but I'd certainly like to get to know you better. -smiles-

..Okay, so two jobs...if I add one more, that can't kill me right?
Hmm...well, she's not doing too good right now.


But I've saved enough for this week..


Please hang in there Mom.-shaky smile- I'm trying as hard as I..as hard as I---

*redhead sways suddenly, grabbing onto the wall as her vision blurs*

...so many colors...lately...

(I'm stupid. I deleted my entry by mistake. ><; But Kallen still met Allen and Hanatarou I'll just post afterwards.)

I actually got food...I haven't eaten food in about a week now! Well, it was for mom after all. She needs all the money I can make un--I mean, working. Allen-san and Hanatarou-chan sure are nice. I'd like to play with you sometime, Allen-san! :)
[Screened only to Pro-Ban]
...As for Zero, hmm, I don't know what I should do. I know I'd be really useful at helping but, for now, I'm at a standstill with mom and the bills. ..

...hmm..should I get another job?
I'm so tired though when I get back, I just go home and sleep. What's worse, I tripped in the middle of the street yesterday. I never trip.....I think it's taking a toll on my body.

[Unhackable]

..A-anyway, I'm sure there are a lot more people that I haven't met yet. I wonder who I'll meet today...Hmm.