Be the first time I shop by myself.
B-but no one's there...
[voice breaks off]
[high-pitched, as if trying to cheer herself up]
B-but the pills are here...great, drugs right? X)
And the doctors check on me every once in a while.
[Private/Hackable to Friends]
I remember how you spoke to me...
It was strange to see your face not covered in blood--
Last time we spoke I was covered in ashes and bruises.
...Last time we spoke I held your hand and we didn't say anything.
You just smiled at me, and told me to be happy.
And I wondered how I could ever be happy in a world without my onii-sama.
I wanted to tell you that Mom is dying..Wanted to tell you that I can't do this on my own.
Wanted to tell you that I still love you like hell and more than the whole damn world.
...Why can't I?
Maybe seeing him again is my Halloween this year.